朋友，你是最好的！

自己被自己打败了，有什么好难过的？
在即将开展或是还没开始的下一段，不要再背负着旧债。
勇敢地再去爱，再被爱，你不会被伤害。
除了你自己，再也没有人可以伤害得了你。

在没有缘分的时候呢，等待缘分；
缘分到了，珍惜缘分；
缘分走了，就随缘吧。
不是你不够好，是别人不知道你的好呀。
只有爱过你的人、和被你爱过的人，才能体会你的好。

朋友，你要加油哦！你的身边有很多人支持着你的，不要让他们失望。

嗯，朋友，一起加油振作起来吧！

< 朋友，加油 >

昨天，和朋友谈起了这四个字<朋友，加油>，非常有意义也真正令我感动的字，一定一定要把它记下来。。。

缘起。。。

上两个星期 attend 了一年一度的同学会，见到了好多年不见的老朋友，一位曾经与我度过不少中六哽书博杀辛苦的日子，想起真是有点恐怖。他已经失去了当年那种神采，换来的是一脸的憔悴，得知他的父亲往生不久，他还是括着那亲切的微笑，当他一开口，口音和语气依然如旧，右手搭着了我的肩膀，第一句说了这四个字“朋友，加油”。。。啊，当我听到这句话时，我的心脏停顿了一秒。就是因这简单的一句“朋友，加油”。

有一晚，我曾向一位好友分享了我的爱情故事，他说从我忧郁的眼神里，可以感觉到一丝丝的失落与疲惫。他为我写了一篇“星晴的夜晚”，那感动与美丽的言语，让我的心在度流泪，一滴一滴感谢与感动的泪，而他那文字上的一句“朋友，加油”，疲惫不堪的心顿时感到了温暖，谢谢你，朋友。

另一好友，每晚上网都遇见他，“又是你啊”，“吗是我罗，还有谁！” ，然后就是那句“哈哈哈”。从我伤心的那一天开始，他每天都在关心我，鼓励我，“Syuen，你要加油，加油哦”。但他和我一样，也遇到了同样的问题，你也要加油啊，为你自己打打气呀！

最近一位朋友刚失恋，她的故事让我想起了自己。朋友，你还记得吗，在我伤感难过的当儿，你曾以英语对我说“Friend, add oil ya”。我的朋友，我在这儿为你打气，“朋友，加油，你一定要加油”，凡事没有忘不了，只有不愿放下。

这几个月，我都是自己一个人在过。虽然身边不时都会有朋友，偶尔也会有家人的陪伴，但总觉得无论是做什么事情，下什么决定，我都是一个人。我拥有了很多人梦寐的‘自由’ 。可能就是这一份一个人的自由，不知从何时开始，我做的决定，都是基於自己的思路去下的，想到的是，如果我这么做，会有怎样的结果。只要不伤害到别人，我都会照自己的意思去做。直到那一刻，我才忽然再度醒悟，我不是一个人。我的一举一动，不管我承认与否，都和身边的人息息相关，他们就是我身边的朋友，一直在支持与关心我的朋友，朋友，谢谢你们。

我的朋友，我不会用好听的话语为你打气，无论你是遇到什么困难，我会向你说一声“朋友，加油”，给你一个无形的拥抱。。。

这四个字实在太美妙了，简单而有意义的一句话，你是否也体会到了？

把这四个字永远留在你身边，把它刻在墙壁上 “朋友, 加油”。

Remember the Days - Our Days...

Read something interesting today...
Those old memories ya...those dayssssssss...

Here you go, do you still remember, all my dear friends...

G-Force, He-man, Transformers, Thundercats, Silver Hawk, Woody Woodpecker, Chipmunks, Popeye and Mickey Mouse.

Gals watched Japanese cartoon like My Little Pony, "Xiao Tian Tian", "Hua Xian Zi" etc.
Not to forget Ninja Turtles, Mask, Smurfs, Care Bear and Voltron too.

During primary school days, the teacher will punish you using a ruler to hit your palm.
A bowl of noodles soup cost only 30cent in primary school days.
Girls like to go to the bookshop to buy cute stuff such as animal erasers, various shape sharpeners, colourful...

Hankyu Jaya, Yaohan departmental stores used to be a favourite hangout for families during weekends.

In secondary school days, you buy the Bata BM Turbo or Pallas Jazz school shoes.
Some guys like to wear those china made ankle high shoes. Some even like to wear those very thick socks with their school shoes.
Girls altered their school skirt to shorten it and guys will go to the school appointed school uniform tailor shop to tailor make their school trousers to the then fashionable "baggy pants"!

Internet? E-mail? What the hell is that?

CDs? What's that? Cassette tapes were the norm.
Movie tickets used to cost less than RM5 last time.

The goodies from Mama shop used to be Mamee , Kum Kum, UFO, O-Ya, Ding Dang chocolate balls with toys in the box, colourful hard "egg", "cigerette" bubble gum, KIKI Bubble Gum, pink bottle of bubbles c/w a small tubes with yellow sticks to blow "more lasting" bubbles that you can pop more air in or slam it on.

You never forget 'Ti Kam' too.

Your favourite childhood games were playing "gu li"(marbles), five stones, five bottle cover, zero-point, catching, "Pepsi-Cola one two three" or "Police & Sentry"!
The best thirst quencher of all times is the yummy colourful ice tubes you can buy from provision shops for only 10 cent. To eat them, break the tab and suck while holding the freezing tube!

Let's see, the majority of students in universities today were born in 1987 / 88...

For them, they have never heard of the song "We are the World, we are the Children..." And the "Uptown Girl" they know is by 'West Life' but not 'Billy Joel'.

CD exists since they were born. Michael Jackson is already whitened. They believe that Spiderman and Incredible Hulk are just new films. They can never imagine a black and white screen for a computer. They never know what is Atari or 'Game & Watch'. They can't believe a black and white television ever existed and they don't even know how to switch on a TV without a remote control. And they never understand how we can go out without a mobile phone when we were in university.

Let's check if we're getting old...
1. You understand what was written above and you smile.
2. Most of your secondary school friends are getting married.
3. You are always surprised to see small children playing comfortably with computer.
4. When you see teenagers with mobile phones, you shake your head.
5. You spend less and less time talking on phone with your friends daily.
6. When you meet your old friends from time to time, talking about the good old days, repeating again and again all funny stories you experienced together.

Hahaha!... Yes! We are getting old too...Cheers to all my friends :)

如果。。你会。。

如果你单身的时候不能自得其乐，你能担保有了伴侣后会快乐无比吗？

如果你现在身心不健康，你能肯定下一代会有个健康幸福的家庭吗？

如果你跟自己相处得不胜愉快，你认为在群众里你可以出类拔萃成为众人迷吗？

如果你为了将来拼命工作牺牲身心健康，你以为你还有未来可言吗？

朋友。珍重

岁月流逝，
不知不觉我们已认识七年了。
得知你要回JB，
心终是有点不舍得。


我的朋友，对不起我为你按了这花名~古古雯。
我的朋友，对不起把你错当潮州人七年。
我的朋友，对不起我又记错你的生日。

我的朋友，我要对你说。。。
你是住在我的心里、脑里。
我会不时想到你。最坏的情况是我偶尔才会想到你，哈哈。。。
可能，我们好久没联络了，
但你的样子、名字还是住在我的心房里，那一席位还是属於你的。
朋友是住在心里、脑里，不是被挂在嘴边的。
多出的注解只会把它模糊了，令它变成不真实了。

你不会再听到我叫你 "古古雯" 了，
你是客家人，不是潮州人，
我会牢记你的生日是22日，不是18日。
忘了那变态的房东，
忘了那没天没夜的工作，
忘了那搬家的烦恼，
忘了那种种的压力，
家，始终是最好、最贴心、最令人平静的避风港。
当你对外头的生活感到有点厌倦时，就回家吧。。。

静雯，祝福你能住在一个温暖的地方，
地址是爱情市，相爱街，思念路1314巷，520号，
房东是你最爱的人，租期是一万年，租金是一生的爱，
静雯，愿你一生快乐！

朋友，珍重，别忘了我们啊！！

Mad, Crazy & Cute Family

Compassion is the purification of love; compassion leads to harmony.

Wisdom is the sublimation of love; wisdom leads to right judgement.

爱的净化是慈悲，慈悲能和谐群我；

爱的升华是智慧，智慧能明辨是非。

Appointment with Dr Kok

Appointment with Pretty Doctor as schedule today...
Look clearly on her face, she is about 30s...
Young as a doctor, smart and pretty, not bad not bad :P

"How are you? Syuen.." ahhh, she knows my name...
"Feel good today, and rashes has disappeared"
and she smiles...

"Syuen, repeat after me - NO CHICKEN NO SEAFOOD"
She wants me to repeat it for 3 times
and No Chicken & No Seafood for 100 days...
Well, this few days of pure white porridge and bread
has successfully removed away all my pimples
Yeah, say Bye Bye to Pimples,
this treatment is better than using SKII...

"This is called Viral Rash or Fake Missiles, no spreading" she said
" and you are well now, go there and lie down..."
"What, injection again???!!!"
"Yes, show your backside and don't say NO again"
ok, ok, here is it, do whatever you want...hehe
Guess she likes my backside hah...

Get to know she is a specialist for skin also...
Have asked her to recommend cleanser for my face...
"What's the problem with your face?" she asked...
"Pimples, pimples", "I don't see any pimples"she said
"errr, I need a specialist recommended facial wash, better than using those outside"
"Didn't all your girl friends has recommended for you"
"Haha, yes, but still can't really find a suitable products"

She started to tease me, asking me how did I wash my face,
what brand of cleanser did I used, what type of mask I did,
what type of moisturizer I am using now...
Well, luckily I am quite experienced
else will be laughed by her again...
haha, she actually praise me that I am taking care of my face...
and she claims that most of the guys will just use soup->"SABUN"
and did not really take care of the face...
she labeled them as DIRTY MAN...

As what I know, face should be taking care since young...
Guys using cleanser nowaday is very very common,
We need a better face too, not only gals...

"Don't wish to see you again, Syuen, take care and bye bye"
She is very confidence with her medication.
My rate to her -> pretty+nice+young+smart Doctor...
but the bill today costs me more than RM200...arrhhhhh
and jam all the way back from Jln Ipoh...
Lucky me did not fainted today as what happened on last Tuesday :)

My Cute Mummy & Cute Cousin

好像在寫小學的作文題...不過印象中我在小學的時候都不曾寫過這篇作文...

昨天幫妈妈訂機票,才'驚覺'妈妈原來已經五十六歲了，原來已經是樂齡人士，可以享有五十巴仙的折扣。原來妈妈那麼老了..

我有一个风趣幽默又可爱的妈妈。正因为如此，我的性格也很开朗，谁叫妈妈给了我那么多的幽默细胞。

妈妈是一位菩萨，有慈悲喜舍的心，常提醒我们彼此不计较，处事有礼貌，见人要微笑，吃亏不要紧，待人要厚道。

她的坚持，她的耐心，我敢说真的无人可比。她经过数不尽的挫折，一手挡天，一手压地，把我哥儿俩养大。看着她脸上因烦恼而形成的皱纹，真得想掉泪。

可爱的妈妈有时也蛮搞笑，妈妈现在不爱煮饭啦，有一天回到家很想吃住家菜，就随口提一提，妈妈答：“你啊，作工这么迟，可以到外面的档口吃呀，很多单身汉在那吃饭，你的同志呀。。。”我的天啊，真得给她气死。

年初二，睡醒，妈妈留了张字条“宣，我们出门了，记得喂小狗”，我的天，五天过后才回来。

今天更糟糕，我病了啊，起床有张字条写着“宣，记得吃药，饿了就煮粥吃”，哎哟，有没搞错啊。

更可笑的是，妈妈跟我大谈性问题罗，哈哈。。。

有一次，因情感问题我老是闷闷不乐，妈妈想逗我笑，于是躲藏在窗帘后“吱啦”一声，拉开窗帘，然后说“己丫”，哇，真是弄得我哭笑不得。哈哈……哇哈哈！

嘿！妈妈你真行。你是我们的“开心果”，一颗永远开心的“开心果”一个永远的开心妈妈！

妈妈,你要健健康康喔....

情人节@14.02.2006

唉，终于病倒了，还蛮严重地。。。
得了“假麻”， 真的笑爆亲朋好友的肚皮啦。。。

今天还挺不错，漂亮女医生为我看病，
“ahh, 打针，可以不打吗？...”
“你要命还是痛呢？”
“好吧，屁股在这，你来吧！”
然后在我屁股打了支针。。。

竟然还有人来电Check我今晚有date吗，
你们这班猪朋狗友还真“关心”我。。。
情人在哪，多得很，名：
Ms Fever, Ms Ulser, Ms Viral, Ms Rash,
白药丸小姐，红小姐，蓝小姐。。。任选啦

好了，累了，该休息了，
朋友们，情人节快乐。。。
愿有情人终成眷属。。。

LONELY=LOVELY???STRESS=CHALLENGE???

I was quite stress up this few days...
can't really have a good nite sleep and
so many dreams in my mind througout the nite
make me so tired the next day...

I really experienced and understand a single child life...
They are so lonely...
I missed my brother, hope he is around at this moment...
We will sure "Yam Cha" at mamak now...
I missed Her, hope she is around at this moment...
She will sure listen to my tears and complaints...
I missed my cute mummy, but she is sleeping like a pig now :P

Really hope there is someone beside me now,
share my words, my jokes, my happiness, my tears...
How sweet, how lovely and how nice if there is, if there is ;(

Someone told me this in the car last week...
"Syuen, you will only be happy if you have found another one..."
emm, is it??? Why do you say so???

Fortune 500->DHL@07.02.2006

Today, reporting at DHL...

Felt so uneasy and uncomfortable...
Has been working for the 4th year by this April...
First time i felt that, really really weird feeling...
I really do not know how to express it...

I don't feel challenging at all like all my previous projects...
I can't explain that feeling, really really different...
I am sure is not a good feeling...
Have not started my tasks yet...
I felt like I want to quit... :(

Why, why, why? Syuen.....
Not because of stress...
Not because of work load...
Not because of human relations...
I can handle that...
but something is really wrong here...

"Please kill me..." I don't like that feeling...

叶子的心声

大概是几个月前吧，我记得，我曾写过一篇文章，关于雨。今天，我再次想起了它们。

「叶子的离开，是因为风的追求，还是因为树不挽留？」

我感受到那份疑惑与无奈。

‘我走了，因为你不曾挽留。’

发自内心的笑

你是否曾经历这么一个境况？
当你走在街上，可能是上班的路上，或是向你想要去的地方走着，忽然，你想起了一个人；想着、想着，你的嘴角会不禁的往上扬？或是当你在做着某些事，忽然你的嘴角又会不禁的往上扬，只因有一个人的脸庞浮现在你的脑海？

我今天经历了那么一个境况。这不是我第一次忽然想起一个人。但是，这是好久以来，我因为想起一个人而笑了。

之前的一段日子，每当我走在上下班的路上时，我都会想起一个人。每次想到她，心里都不禁会无奈地叹气。那不是因为她都给我带来了不好的回忆。可能，就是因为那些都是美好的回忆，令我惋惜。或者因为我总是感觉那些回忆好像根本不属于我的，它们好像根本不曾发生，好像全都只不过是我的幻想而已。面对着那样似有若无的景象，心就重了些。

而今天，我想起了一个人。当他的脸庞浮现在我的脑海时，我的嘴角往上扬了。我不知道为何，我就是很想拉一拉我的嘴角。这就是别人所说的，发自内心的笑吧。

你上一次发自内心的笑是多久以前了？